where is he?

++ahyan dreams of him 7/31/2006

coolness!

I had been so busy these past few days, UPCAT is coming so near waahh I need to study study study!! hahaha instead I did some of these =P

Arianne, in your Cinderella story, you'd get to Kiss the Prince

You don't need the pouffy dress, the fancy hair, or the 3-inch glass heels. A romantic soul like you just wants a guy who's a true companion, a good friend, a real prince. And if he's hot? All the better. But ultimately, you know that home is where the heart is. Which is probably why you surround yourself with good friends you can take care of and laugh with — friends who will do the same for you.But that doesn't keep you from fantasizing about the perfect relationship. It's not that you don't have your feet firmly planted on the ground. It's just that you're not afraid to shoot high. Or wish upon a shooting star. So keep reaching for your goals, Cinderella. If you do, your happily ever after can't be far away. And you can seal that with a kiss.

nice! so true? hahaha

tears fell in my eyes..18:32

++ahyan dreams of him 7/26/2006

woah

it has been ages since I touched my blog.. anyway many things did happen and I am so sick of facing them. Duh! as if he can do whatever he wishes to do so... I really don't know why, bottomline: he sucks! for the mere fact that he was not real, good thing I was not falling.. haha what me? falling? come on! haha I still what squidee for god's sake!

eco yoho!

wee.. I was able to recite in eco, shocks! I forgot my book! waa I hate it! I'm sooo stupid to forget them... how am I suppose to do it? hahaha well as a resourceful student, I will find a way! hehehe I hate this feeling grrr!!

stressed out

I was able to talk to my ex, finally!! I proved that I am over him yipee! I am so loving myself.. still I think.. I have this teeennsy weensy feelings? hahah maybe respect I guess so.. I think he has someone new.. good for him =P I will support him hahaha really? dunno.. enough about him.. I was stressed about what is happening in our classroom, it seems everyone is not united and there is something missing and I am not happy about it and it does have an effect with my health.. =( haaayy me and ayin are hoping that everything will be ok..

dreams

I believe that dreams are "sometimes" true and as cinderella said "a dream is a wish your heart makes, when you're fast asleep" I had this dream, and it was a good one it gives me the butterflies.. ok ok it was a dream yeah so what? it is for free, right? anyway it goes... there is this guy and he said he loves me hahaha shallow? but I can really see it in his eyes that he does, I don't know him but I can remember those beautiful eyes that shimmers like the stars! hahaha corny but true.. I want to meet that guy.. hahaha I hope it was squidee.. nyahahaha it's not a dream, it's an ambition =P I guess I really have to wait for the right time.. hahaha how I miss having someone.. there is a difference... how I wish he can find me.. hahaha baliktad ata?

tears fell in my eyes..18:04

++ahyan dreams of him 7/16/2006

freaky

I was at my cousin's house yesterday, I slept there, I am happy because I missed them sooo muchh.. yeah we are closewe grew up together, but now they are in valenzuela. On my way there, we saw this guy who was lying on the road, dead, and blood and people and waaa.. really freaky...

eco loco moco yoco

I am going crazy aboout this whole cahpter assign. it seems every chapter of the book gets more and more pages shocks! It was a pain in the head, I had been working on it all afternoon, I was not able to have my merienda.. haha (tataba ka niyan yanyan) anyway to go on.. I was able to entertain myself, thankfully... I want to thank vanessa for supporting me (hahaha, aja!)

sound trip

this is a nice line from the song "goodbye- juana"

Now, I know I wasn't thinking beforeThat's why I'm always ending up with Mr. Wrong

Learning from the past, don't wanna make a mistake

You could be Mr. Right or could be a fakeYou know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk

So confused and I don't know how to deal with it

Need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

cool! hahaha

tears fell in my eyes..19:57

++ahyan dreams of him 7/14/2006

after 10 years

wee.. I was able to update my blog! wahahaha anyway the pc had some problems, but at long last it runs so well.. finally I can use it more and more hahaha..

agony

I hate what is happening right now, I guess it was all a joke. There is this "felder" well, he is courting I guess, but many people said he was a player, I know I have to keep distance, but hey! I am friendly so I just entertained him? waaa I am confused.. anyway I don't want to blab about it. I will just see after a few more days, after me and ayin caught his hideous plans to well.. we don't know, but I feel he is not serious!

so sick

grrr.. I have this cough and colds, my god! almost all of my classmates has one. Even ayin, anyway we watched love wrecked last wednesday after the suspension of classes!! yey! hahaha it was a nice movie, the 2 guys there are HOT! hell yeah! hahaha it was nice. But nothing beats JOHNNY DEPP! the one and only forever love of my life! yeah right dream on arianne!

anyway I need to go..

got to find the lyrics of stars- calla lily hahaha

tears fell in my eyes..18:31

++ahyan dreams of him 7/02/2006

I loathe you...

I want to hate him. I want to get him out of my mind. I WANT SOMEONE! It is so annying that in the middle of the night you will receive a text message saying "lasing ako! haha" The hell! ano yan? papansin p***ng *na! (sorry I am full of anger!) It is not that I am affected or something, what's the connection? after you have said "magastos magka gf" tapos mo akong sumbatan and all? GO TO HELL! I don't want a person who would treat me like that! *takte sino ka ba? pinapalamon mo ba ako?*

shhesshh sorry for the violent reaction ahe..

eco

what an assinment! It is so long! in short "nakakatamad!" hahaha and there is the unfamiliar words in english! there are so many things to do.. T_T

->yeah pacman won, too bad I am in chololo's side! haha my god! all those endorsements "nakakasawa tignan" hahaha how I love criticizing people..

I want to change my skin! It does not fit my mood hahaha, hindi na kasi IKAW!

tears fell in my eyes..17:39

++ahyan dreams of him 7/01/2006

why?

Last night some things WAS cleared up. I do hope it really is. It's so hard to feel this way, but I guess that's the way it is, life so unfair, so rude, so ironic still colorful. =P it was big woah! but I am glad, reverse psychology? ever heard of it? hahaha nice! I did it with no offense with the person hahaha

horoscope

Don't push too hard for what you want now. Let it come to you of its own free will. wow, that struck me, phew! for the first time I came to realize horoscopes may be right somehow, but not completely. I admit that there are a few things that I want to happen, how I wish I can see squidee, to be with him (ambisiosa ka! gaga!) nah, just kidding, but I do want to see him here is the horoscope in full detail :

Your wishes and desires are powerful, and they may seem like the only things that matter. But don't let your eagerness force you to become too desperate. If you attach too much importance to things, you may push too hard to try to make them happen. Right now, you need to let things come to you; try to be patient and understand that events proceed on their own timeline. Things will change when and how they need to -- not one minute before.

"COOL =P"

tears fell in my eyes..19:53

++ahyan dreams of him 6/30/2006

ECHO COMPANY

this is our company in CAT it is composed of 2 sections st. denise, st. dominica. anyway our CAT was fine, a lot better than last week! hahaha We were praised (hell yeah!) no more squat jumps, only a few squats hahaha. I was getting used to it step by step. I am adjusting hahaha our commander was happy? I guess because she was congratulated by the overall commander in the school! hahaha anyway as usual it was exhausting but the discipline? priceless!

roxzeme

it was the 5th monthsary of roxzeme! yipee! getting stronger friends forever! I feel so blessed to be a member, they had been there for me and I am very thankful to have them.

another feeling handsome-BUNGAL-gay-examiner

I am so bad, hahaha but its true. today was the last day of our diagnostic test finally! our next examiner was more annoying than the other, shheeessshh... anyway it did not stopped me from concentrating. (wushu! nanghuhula ka eh! joke!) It was a more comfortable day, less boring because I got the chance to sleep, (atakihin ka ba naman ng insomia, ewan ko lang).

closer to what I want

wahaha I still miss squidee.. =( even if... hahaha its a secret! I was disappointed with chorva, hahaha (some of you may know who he is, certainly not squidee) as I was saying, I felt really bad about it. How can he take to do those things? he has changed A LOT.. and what makes me feel with agony is because I still keep on insisting stuff.. I am confused, I really don't know how to put my self around him, I hate that feeling, yeah pleasing others is not good. All I want is for everything to be clear, but everytime I ask you, you don't see me.. It hurts. Who am I to blame others right? It's stupid I know but that is where the flow takes me, but no matter I resist I cannot defend my self, I always give in, shocks! I am sooo generous be thankful! (hahaha). I wonder if squidee is doing fine =P

tears fell in my eyes..18:32